david and the christynas
  
  1. her little black book
  2. a song of love 
  3. winter lady * 
  4. serenity 
  5. my back pages  
  6. learn to fly 
  7. the fall 
  8. a thousand tears 
  9. suicides and murder 
10. suzanne * 
11. illumination

 

* written by leonard cohen

† written by bob dylan

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1. her little black book sound

you can see her through the window 
though she night look a little vague and unclear 
i'm pretty sure that's just the way she likes it 

over in the corner 
she's sitting in the shadows 

watching worlds collide 
and no one even seems to notice she's there 
she puts her book on the table lights a candle 

then she opens it up 
then starts to write 

in her little black book 
her little black book  
everything she sees 
everything she hears
is in her little black book 

what do you think she is writing 
do you think her heart is broken into 
i almost had a chance to ask her all about it 

but she slipped away 
back into the shadows 

i'm trying not to be obsessive 
but all i do is watch her write in that book
the tears a falling just like rain outside her window 

but she wipes them away 
then starts to write 
write it all down

in her little black book 
her little black book 
her little black book 
everything she sees 
everything she hears
is in her little black book 

in her little black book 
her little black book 
her little black book 
everything she sees 
all her hopes a dreams
are in her little black book 

her little black book 
her little black book 
her little black book 

 

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2. a song of love

this is a song for you 
but don't let it turn you head 
'cause could never be 
the man you think you see 

this is a song of life 
but don't let it bring you down 
'cause love has many faces 
it goes through many changes 

we see a man 
in different shades of gray 
a never ending shadow 
with no magic of it's own 
yet we slip beneath this figure 
as if everything was planned 
and i wonder 
do we really understand 

this a song of love 
but don't let it touch your heart 
'cause i am not the man 
who do you think i am 

memories at midnight 
colors change hue 
that all enticing presence 
of someone you once knew 
don't you turn to your pillow 
you see everything is clear 
love is in the music 
that you hear

 

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3. winter lady *

traveling lady stay awhile 
until the night is over 
i'm just a station on your way 
i know i'm not you lover 

well i lived with a child of snow 
when i was a solider 
and i fought every man for her 
until the nights grow colder 

she used to wear her hair like you 
except when she was sleeping 
and then she'd weave it on a loom 
of smoke and gold and breathing 

and why are you so quiet now 
standing there in the doorway 
you chose your journey 
long before you came upon this highway

traveling lady stay awhile 
until the night is over 
i'm just a station on your way 
i know i'm not you lover

 

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4. serenity

have mercy on me 
don't leave me hanging out here hopelessly 

come on serenity 
show your face to me 
just give me some kind of sign 

any sign of love will do 
i know i'm asking a lot from you 

but i'm in trouble here
i'm going down i fear 
it's for the very last time 

serenity please 
show mercy to me 
tell me love can be 
more then just misery
show mercy
show mercy to me 

well i found out today 
much to my surprise shock and dismay 

that i was one of those 
crazy mixed up souls 
who runs screaming from love
 
but love screamed back at me 
she said i was a fool if i couldn't see 

that beauty lies within 
next to our darkest sins
and fly's on wings of a dove

serenity please 
show mercy to me 
tell me love can be 
more then this agony
show mercy
show merry to me 

please help me find a way 
just get me through this day 
serenity please 

so may mistakes 
i have to face them or i'm going to break 

just get a load of me 
spouting such philosophy 
but i can't get past these tears 

all these tears of love over you 
my heart is broken it's split right in two 

come on serenity 
i'm waiting patiently 
for you to appear

serenity please 
show mercy to me 
tell me love can be 
something more then tragedy
show mercy
show mercy to me

serenity please 
have mercy on me 

 

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5. my back pages

crimson flames tied though my ears 
rolled high with mighty traps 
pounced with fire on flaming roads 
using ideas as my maps 
"we'll meet on edges soon said i" 
proud 'neath heated brow 

oh but i was so much older then 
i'm younger than that now 

half -wracked prejudice leaped forth
"rip down all hate,"i screamed
lies that life is black and whit 
spoke from my skull i dreamed 
romantic facts of musketeers
foundationed deep somehow

oh but i was so much older then i'm younger than that now in a soldier's stance i aimed my hand at the mongrel dogs who teach fearing not i'd become my enemy in the moment that i preach my pathway led by confusion boats mutiny from stern to bow oh but i was so much older then i'm younger than that now yes my guard stood hard when abstract threats too noble to neglect deceived me into thinking i had something to protect good and bad i define these terms quite clear no doubt somehow
oh but i was so much older then i'm younger than that now

 

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6. learn to fly

she wants to learn how to fly 
sour like an eagle trough the sky 
she wants spread her wings 
and know the joys that only flight can bring 

but there's something in her eyes you know 
there's traces that always show 
someone from so long ago 
something that just won't let go 

she wants to learn how to fly 
slip the surly bounds to which she's tied 
she want's to race with the wind 
and feel the breath of god against her skin but 

sometimes when she she smiles you see 
that someone who used to be 

somebody broke her heart 
somebody just like you 
somebody flew away 
and they never came back 

she wants to learn how to fly 
like a night bird with stars in her eyes 
she wants to make her wings 
out of gossamer and yesterday's dreams 

but something in her eyes that shine 
betray's her real designs

somebody broke her heart 
somebody just like you 
somebody flew away 

somebody broke her heart 
somebody just like you 
somebody flew away 
and they never came back

 

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7. the fall

you must have seen them once or twice
or read about their tale of woe 
me i remember two friends in need
two heart's who lost everything 

but i suppose i should start again 
and start from the very beginning 
and tell you what it was like before
all the pain and suffering 

it was like your first christmas day 
full of lights and childhood dreams 
or try remembering your first true love 
and all the magic that it could bring 

crowds of people came from miles around 
and everyone was happy singing 
wrap this up all in a ball 
you'd only have a glimmering 

true love in fairy tales 
always has a happy ending 
but in a world of spit and greed 
well there's no room for anything 

i was there when they first found out 
their world was going to end 
in the space of just one heartbeat 
i couldn't quite comprehend 

she could barely hold back her tears 
hardly keep her hands from shaking 
he was quiet wouldn't say a thing 
but i could tell he was smoldering 

now i see some of you nod your heads 
i see some of you wipe your cheeks 
look around the room you'll see 
we have a bond in their misery  

and people ask me if there's still hope 
i try to smile but i can't tell them 
all i see for our wounded pair is 
wreckage and despair

true love in fairy tales 
always has a happy ending 
but in a world of spit and greed 
well there's no room for anything 

i have a table that i got from them 
i keep it littered with strange debris 
i know it's there but i don't want to see 
broken hearts broken dreams 

and i'm afraid to tell you more 
'cause i'm ashamed of how i left them 
drowning in this terrible see 
i just stood by and watch them bleed 

this is the fall of innocent grace 
a time of constant sorrow 
so light a candle or say a prayer 
or drink until you just don't care 

but if you think it can't get much worse 
you haven't heard a word i'm saying 'cause it won't stop until it has it all until it's taken everything
true love in fairy tales always has a happy ending but in a world of spit and greed well there's no room for anything

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8. a thousand tears

i often walk the streets of yesterday 
i look for you in every face 
trying to replace this 
emptiness i feel 
with love's embrace 
but there's no trace 

i go down alleyways of history 
i chase a golden thread of time 
looking for someone 
in a sea of faces 
she's not there 
so i'm nowhere 

i cried a thousand tears 
over someone like you 
i'll cry a thousand more 
but what good will it do 
if i don't have you 
if i don't have you 

i know these dreams will get the best of me 
but there's just nowhere else to turn 
and hard as i try to 
break these chains that bind 
they won't let go 
so there's no hope

i cried a thousand tears 
over someone like you 
i'll cry a thousand more 
but what good will it do 
if i don't have you 
if i don't have you
 
i cried a thousand tears 
over someone like you 
i'll cry a thousand more 
but what good will it do 
if i don't have you 
if i don't have you 

your not there 

so i'm nowhere

 

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9. suicides and murder

amy was a friend of mine 
a troubles youth in troubled times 
and now she's gone 

her friends all thought she was doing well 
she to berkeley thought it might help 
but now she's gone 

she shoot herself after her father came 
to visit her one rainy day 
and my heart cry's for her 
my friend amy is gone 

lynn was a friend of mine 
a young woman in her prim 
and how she loved her man 

a dealer who said he was though 
just one more deal and he'd be though 
and how she loved her man 

she was murder on her apartment stars 
underneath the street light glare 
and my heart bleeds for 
my friend lynn is gone 

how many people do you know 
that travel this same dark road 

i have a friend i cannot name 
her husband blew out his brains 
while she was looking on 

he shoot himself in the head 
sitting there right on their bed 
while she was looking on 

this messed her up pretty bad she said 
but just how much i can't comprehend 
and my heart screams with her 
my friend i cannot name 

now amanda is a friend of mine 
and she walks that same dangerous line 
and oh what can i say 

a daughter of the moon she cry's 
she runs away she try's to hide 
and oh what can i say 

she's haunted by some ghost from hell 
and only time is gonna tell 
and my heart my heart 
weeps for her

 

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10. suzanne ----(for ruebi)

suzanne takes you down 
to a place near the river
you can hear the boats go by 
you can spend the night beside her 

and you know that she's half crazy 
but that's way you want to be there 
and she feeds you tea and oranges 
that come all the way from china

and just when you mean to tell her 
that you have no love to give 
she get's you on her wave length 
and she let's the river answer 
that you've always been her lover 

and you want to travel with her 
and you want to travel blind 
and you know that she will trust you 
for you've touched her perfect body 
with your mind 

now jesus was a sailor 
when he walked upon the water 
and he spent a long time watching 
from his lonely wooden tower 

and when he knew for certain 
that only drowning men could see him 
he said all men will be sailors then 
until the sea shall free them 

but he himself was broken 
long before the sky would open
forsaken almost human 
he sank beneath your wisdom 
like a stone

and you want to travel with him 
and you want to travel blind 
and you think maybe you'll trust him 
for he's touched your perfect body 
with his mind 

now suzanne takes your hand 
and she leads you to the river 
she is wearing rags and feathers 
from salvation army counters

and the sun pours down like honey 
on our lady of the harbor
and she shows you where to look 
among the garbage and the flowers 

there are hero in the seaweed 
there are children in the morning 
they are leaning out for love and 
they will lean that way forever 
while suzanne holds the mirror

and you want to travel with her 
and you want to travel blind 
and you know you can trust her 
for she's touched your perfect body 
with her mind 

 

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11. illumination

i know i'm troubled 
it's only obvious 
my ghost won't leave me be
 
you always said that 
if i had problems that 
you would be here for me 

well i've got my doughts 
but i'm still reaching out 

baby illuminate me 
i need your light to see 
in the darkness of my soul 
in a world that's growen so cold 
won't you illuminate me 

this world is tricky 
full of illussion that 
we can never resolve 

but if your lucky 
you've found someone 
to pick you up when you fall
but that isn't me i've lost all my dreams baby illuminate me i need your light to see this road that i'm on is twisted dark and long won't you illuminate me everydays about the same now no matter what i do and i try hard to change it up but all roads lead back to you
baby illuminate me send me your light to see these storm clouds in my mind just leave me blind won't you illuminate me nobody's perfect you always told me that but it just never got through that is until now when it's to late to make it up to you and even though your gone your still the only one baby illuminate me send me your light to see in the darknes of my soul in a world that's grown so cold won't you illuminate me illuminate me illuminate me illuminate me illuminate me illuminate me illuminate me illuminate me illuminate me illuminate me illuminate me

 

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